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Thursday, April 6th, 2006
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i dont even know why im even fucking bothering writing in this damn thing, cuz no one ever reads my shit anyways. but i9m at my aunt judy and jimmy's and im chillin with my sister, my mom, and this cool guy names jarod. im having fun, not getting high. but yea ima go now.
love,
Jana B
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Sunday, January 1st, 2006
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what's up everyone... i just got home from marietta....i had lots of fun...i stayed the night with lauren for 2 days, and i stayed the rest with jamie and drew and matt....i had fun...i havent spent time with laruen in a long time, and i hung out with tori and brad, and i saw dani and elyssa and tamara. and i saw skyler and veitch. we all hung out. ohhh my jo got outta jail. im so happy about that. he went to jail on christmas eve. that was great. bullshit. but anyways. ima go. peace out.
Jana
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Wednesday, December 21st, 2005
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what's up everyone,
I guess things are kinda getting better..mine and josh's realationship is getting better..we hung out the other day, and you know one thing lead to another. you know how that goes...damn he makes me so happy. and my jo has been coming around more often. that makes me happy, cuz he is one of the bestest friends that i have ever had. but jo stoped by the other day when josh was over here, and i really think that it pissed josh off...but i dont care, i have told josh, you know i love you, but im not gonna quit being friends with someone i love very much jsut to make you happy. and i told josh he could deal with it, or not have me. and i guess that he's dealing with it. but i think that josh is getting me a dimond braclet for christmas. fucking right...that's my baby. but it sucks, becasue i have no money at all to get him anything. i wanted to get him a silver braclet, and a georgia bean bag chair for his room, but im broke. ill have to pay him back some other way. uh huh...lol...damn that shit is so good. i love it. omg im obsessed with his dick. it's so good. and it's awsome, cuz i took his virginity, and he hasnt been with anyone else, so it's like i tought him everyhting he knows. and damn the first time i thought that it wouldn't be good, but damn i was wrong. anyways enough about my boyfriends dick...but ong he's so hot. people be like damn how did you score a hottie like that. man buddy... he looks like martin off of 7th heaven. he's beautiful from he to toe. i love when he turns away from me and takes his shirt off....ahhh. so sexy. but anyways....my brother bought his little girlfriend a puppy, and it's so cute. it's a little chocolate pit. they named it tonka. terry is suppose to be getting me a puppy for christmas. im excited.
well i went to court a couple of weeks ago, and they popped me with a drug test. i passed, but then i smoke that day after. omg i got so fucking high. but yea i love everyone. ima go. peace out biotch.
JANA
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Friday, November 25th, 2005
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hey everyone. what's going on? every thing in my life seems like shit right now. we have no money, but i dont care bout money. my fucking family is falling apart. i miss josh, and it seems like when everyhting starts getting good between us, shit just falls apart. he says that i put jo over him. and i never did that. he knows that he is #1 on my list, and i love him more than anything. josh is the only thing that i care bout right now, and i cant even be with him. he's the only thing that makes me happy, and i cant get through to him. my life really sucks right now, and i hate everything. and on top of that, i got 1 year probation. drug tests, and fines, and the whole deal. god shit really sucks, and i guess the only thing to do about everything is to pray. god please help me.
Jana
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Thursday, November 24th, 2005
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hey everyone out there!!!!! HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!! damn boy, i went down to the m town and grubbed out. you dont even know man. i went to judy and jimmy's, and i ate some turkey and stuffing, and some mac and cheese, and spagetti salad. ohhhh buddy i love spagetti salad. and pecan pie. ohh hell yea. talking bout a mouth orgasm. ahhhh. it's on again at christmas. ohh yea nigga. but anyways. ima dip out. peace to eveyone and happy thanksgiving.
Love, Jana
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Friday, November 18th, 2005
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wut's up...im so fuckingsick rightnow. i was takeing a bath, and i stood up and i blacked out and i almost busted my ass. i dunno what's wrong with me. it's terrible. i feel like shit. well my mom is bitching for me to get off, so ima go. peace out.
-JaNa-
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Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
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hey there everyone...damn it's been along time since i wrote anything up in this bitch....well i really miss a few people in marietta, but truthfully i really dont even miss living there. too much drama, but there is alotof drama here too, i guess it's every where? lol. but anyways, i have me a little group of friends here. my main people here are my friends marra jo, and keri rea and shay. but i really dont hang out with anyone but jo and marra. jo like lives with me, cuz his house burned down, and he's awsome. i lost his little doggy taco. but yea im really bored.and ima go. okay well ill write again later.
LOve. jana
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Monday, August 15th, 2005
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well everything has been sucking pretty bad. josh's dad found out that we were together, so he wont let us see each other anymore. damn i really miss him. he is the first person that i have gotten attached to since all that drama with drew and jamie. i have been so depressed. things are jsut so screwed up, and i dont think that i can take the pressure any more. im so sad. i cry myself to sleep every night and it feels like nothing ever gets better. and it seems like the whole world is gonna come crashing down on me all at once. i cant take the pain anymore. it's jsut crazy to go from being with someone every day and night and haveing them there no matter what, to them not even being able to call you on the phone. his dad like threatened to take away his cell phone and his tv and stero. im jsut sick of all the bull shit. well ima go. peace out. later.
Jana
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ok so it's summer now..hooray...havent done much...just smoked out really. im suppose to be getting a job at arby's.hell yea i need money. so ok i got on my journal today cuz i havent got on in so long, and there was a comment from nasty fat shawn angelo...yea the one no one in the whole world likes, not even his family, no wait he dont have a family my bad. but he was just saying a bunch of shit about how everyone wished i would kill my self, and that drew wished i would die. okay it was pretty stupid if you ask me. he just mad that i wouldnt fuck him. yep he is and a wouldnt fuck him. that's nasty. i hit up my boy nathan for that and nathan is one fine ass mutha fucker. so shawn is just a pathetic ass virgin whom has to rent pron to get off. and i just get the REAL deal. yep that actually how it is, and he's just hatin. anyways..... my paw paw died like two weeks ago, and that was really hard on me. cuz i hate all my other grandparents. i wasnt even expecting it. but im happy cuz two weeks before he passed he came and stayed a week with me and my mommmy. he's better now anyways. man but i have been chillin with my cuzin sandy alot lately cuz she's awsome, and he boyfriend's son is so fine. he's my new little mission now. he's hot man for real. his name is josh and he's so sexy well i gotta go. peace out.
JANA
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Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
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what up... nutthin much here, im just chillin at my boy mike's house with anna and byron is suppose to be back with my shit....were making tye dye shirts for the last day of school...ahhh it gonna be awsoem this summer....2 days 2 days 2 days...(((((EXCITED)))) im so looking forward to the partys and everything...the friday that we get outta school, we are "suppose" to be goin camping over in the woods over by seans house, and just a few people will be there hopefully...damit i cant take all of the fucking people coming and bumming and shit...but yea i need to go and chill in marietta.. i miss everyone, my brother and sister, and drew and je and judy and jimmy,and my lern lady. that's really bout it. im really tired of people there and here, kinda jsut ready to fuckign pack it up and move to florida or some place where no one knows me...jsut get the fuck away from all the drama.... i feels so stressed out and depressed, and there is really nothing to be sad bout. everything is actually good, but.....fuck i dont even know. well ima go. peace
JANA
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Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
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well im at school ight now...and were watching 50 first dates, so i decided to get on the computer...yea well havent been doin anything really....my 16th birthday is coming up in 8 days, and ima party boy....i really miss everyone....my brother and sister,judy and jimmy, drew, and lauren....
well gosta go,
-jana bishop
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Friday, December 31st, 2004
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| Time: | 4:41 pm. |
| Mood: |  high. | | Music: | lean back, lean back...... |
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damn havent updated in a while havent reallly beenn up to shit...moved to ellijay...call me sometime if anyone wants to.... 706 276 2965...peace out...
love always,
jana bishop
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| Time: | 11:27 pm. |
| Music: | incubus. |
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i dont really understand why i cant just find someone???? i care bout that fucker so much,and i dont believe shit that he says......
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Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
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hello people...it's the third day of summer, and i can already tell this is goin to be a boring one...my day started out good i guess....i came over to lauren's house at bout 1030 amazingly people believe it or not i was actually up that eairly....me and lauren sat around and watched fuse, and we had a farting contest....lauren succefully won the battle, but i came back on her and won the war....after that, we got really high offf of some dank...yea we smoked in lauren';s closet...what's spoof>? i duinno but it makes it not smell like bud...after the bud of course our fat asses ate...and when i sat ate i mean ate buddy....well i made some cheese sticks and buffalo chicken tenders with ranch...it was the shit...and lauren shrimp lo mein...and after that we made some good ass milk shakes..well i made them lauren sat on her ass....they were the bomb...they were vanilla and turtle icecrem, oreos, peanut butter cookies, portable puddin...cookies and cream puddin to exactally....and hershey's syupup, and whip on top.....lol whip on top and syrupup...whatever, and now we are really bored and i gotta go cuz lauren is bitching...bye bye...
JANA
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| Time: | 5:46 am. |
| Mood: |  depressed. | | Music: | crossroad by bonethugs. |
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Lust or Infatuation?
Is it lust or is it infatuation?
All i know is when I look at you it breaks my concentration.
I am with you all day long.
Yet I cant read you my poem or sing you my song.
This whole year you have been my best friend
I tell you everything and you say we'll be friends til the end.
For some reason I think you use me
But not in a way to hurt or abuse me.
You always say the sweetest things
Thats why I keep doing all those things.
When I look at you all I think how gorgeous can he be?
But then I think why cant he feel that way about me?
So is it lust or is it infatuation?
It has to be both because I even get tingles when we have a conversation.
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i was looking at some poems and this one kinda caught my eyes and reminded me of someone that i care bout very much and love with all of my heart and would do anything to be with, and he doesnt even know it....
**Fallin' For You**
A kiss from your lips,
A warm sensuous touch,
A display of devotion,
I want it so much.
When we cuddle,
I feel so complete,
What glorious fortune it was,
For you and me to meet.
You are so special,
Comparable to few,
I think you should know,
I think I'm falling for you.
All I want is to
Steal your heart,
And for us to be together,
To never be apart.
I promise my soul
Will always be true,
If only you allow
Me to love you.
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Wednesday, December 17th, 2003
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You're DORY, the happy fish with mad skills.
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Monday, December 15th, 2003
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yea reight now i am in computer class...yea it is actually pretty gay...but whatever...ohh my goddness...i got my eye brow and nose pirced.....awsome ness...and lauren got her beller budden done as well...so yea i went and chilled with veitch and chase and chris and justin over at veitch's house...it was alright...but there lame asses were blazed...(with out me of course)....how lme is tht...but yea...x mas break is coming up pretty soon...as lauren said in her journal....we are gonna have a massive laser tag game with everyone....omg this is the gayest class ever....so uhhh...yea...man for new years, someone needs to have a party....so we cn all get fucked up and have a good old time...well ima go now..write later..peacce..
**~!~JaNaBoo~!~**
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Saturday, November 15th, 2003
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i have really been thinking bout how i wanna be with and it's really really hard for me to do this....im really confused and it seems that it dont matter what i do, i end up getting hurt and deppressed...damn what to i do....
JANABOO
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Friday, November 7th, 2003
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candace is the koolest in the whole wrol...did you know that? well... now you do...haha...yea well im over hurr at candace's hezzy my nezzy....yea im kool...well she wanted me to update my journal....yea well updated gotta go...peace out home dog.....
*~!~JaNaBoo~!~**
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